Saturday, October 2, 2010

The Story od My Life ♥ Not All Of It Though...♥








Hi, I am a 12 year old, different and "special" (what my true friends call me)girl, with a very normal life which gets boring at times... I'm 12 almost 13 :D Yeah I'll update when I turn 13, I have always wanted my birthday to be on Jan 1st know why? It's the beginning and I would love my birthday as the beginning sadly my birthday is Jan 4th which isn't far behind but still.

I love anime and am getting in to magas(?), I'm a reader ha-ha sometimes if I find a good book, I love being up to date which I never seem to be -.- whatever, I think myself as a lone wolf who has friends but really I don't trust truly, I write sometimes don't know why I just do. I'm on the computer nonstop ha-ha actually I'm on whenever I can get on, or I'm on my phone, I'm mostly on Twitter nonstop most likely how you found my blog.

Oh yes as you may of noticed that in the front I said my true friends and in the middle(?) I said "friends who I don't trust," yeah well I moved which sucks cause I can't fit in that's why I don't have much friends, no one gets me beside my friend which I have never met. I met her on my phone xD if that makes sense.
I watch my life go by when I watch the sky, I'm a dreamer , a imaginer who has so much to say but can't. I watch the clouds to pass the time when I feel alone. I know I'm surrounded by people that may love or hate me but sometimes I want to get away far away from my life and into someone else life, you know just go away but know what my life is pretty amazing I've met true people who aren't mean. People like my friend who aren't racist who want to be in your life even if you live 5000 million miles away, people who would run to your house at 3 in the morning when calling them up cause your boyfriend broke up those people. But sadly I don't have friends like that here, they just want the news the latest gossip they aren't mean or anything I just feel out of place cause 1) I never ever lived here and 2) whats a girl like me to do in a school like that? These people don't get me, they only see what I want them to see they can't see though that and see my old friends did they loved me even if I shunned me for something I did lol yeah those people are my friends. I am only a kid at heart I shun people for nonsense, I stick out my tongue when I'm angry at people. I'm that one girl who doesn't care what people think I am, I wouldn't dancing naked though. I'm that one girl who wants to be a nerd and geek one of the smart people.
I love singing but I can't sing I swear I'll burn your ears just like Just Bieber does to some people which I really think is rude he's a guy living his life from a singing at his school to sold out concert halls which raises $300,000. Yes his fame is getting to him but I love how he talks to his fans on twitter. LOL sorry going on the Justin Bieber talk... XD Yes I am one of those people who will talk bout one thing and just change the subject three seconds later I'm a subject changer. Music is my life most times.
My FAMILY is so important to me even when they annoy me oh bother. They annoy like always my Mom: "____ help me with this" which I must do since my Poor Mother has a ear illness which I wish would go away but it's pretty much a cancer which won't leave, she migth even get diabetes but you know what the worst thing is? It's to see your own Mother so weak and horrible when she used to be so stunning and amazing 2 years back she still had the problem but she could drive and not be afraid. Now she doesn't and is much more sick more often. My Moms the strong one. My Father he's well the allergies one that';s where I get my allergies. My brother well he's the same as My Mom When she was 30 LOL 12 years ago. My brother, I've rubbed on him I should be happy right? Well I'm not the greatest role model and neither was his old friends only good thing bout moving no more Brother's friend who cuss even though they where in 3rd grade. Anyways that's my Family XD.
I love my life. I have more to say I can't believe you read all that :O yea I'm just a little kid inside I'm a teenager almost and I still act like I'm 9 ha-ha I plan on never growing up in my heart well maybe a bit XD I will be a bit mature and all but inside I'll be the same little kid who's changing like heck.

I've changed I know that and so does my friends even though we just text they see me changing I want to learn Japanese my new interest, I love to watch anime (not the gross kind XD even though I don't know any but I think Bleach is gross which I've never watched but people say it's a good anime) , and yeah. I want to be a writer/doctor/artist/Mom/Wife/ruler of the world. XD I know I'm a strange one but that's my life long dream.

Um wow you know me more then my own classmates you are now special ♥♥♥♥♥
I'll write more bout my life..... XD if you ask me Just joking you won't say anything

1 comment:

  1. I hate being the first to post but just wana say I love your blog. I found it on twitter spoke to you briefly " Palm Springs boy ". Well good playlist love the first song can't get it out my head now. Btw the second song is Evanescence "just saying". Hope you feel better I know you miss your old home. Will peace out.

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